Creator knows when one is Truthful and also knows when someone will stand up for the Truth. Some people re built like that…they have certain principles from which they will not budge. Original God was helping me because I was Truthful…in this world which is operating on lies after lies and where truth has no bearing and under those circumstances to adhere to Truth takes some doing. I said to God despite being Truthful, You also caused me damage by deliberately blocking my monies…How can I justify worshipping God under those circumstances? I paid a very heavy price for being Truthful.